Monday, June 25, 2007
sry..
its my wrong to love him..
i should nt love him..
but too bad.. i love him too deep..
i reallu dun wan to see him sad or unhappi..
cant bear to see things happen to him..
i jus wanna be with him..
i jus wish that he would really love mi...
i dun wan to lose u..
i cant bear to lose you..
i dun knw wat to do...
i jus hate myself..
im sry to all my frens out there...
i did nt listen u guys n gals..
its my life let it be..
if i get hurt is my wrong..
sry~
day will cum...
i will die soon..
maybe lata??
no one will knw...
or maybe can treat mi as im a new jun ba~
8:41 PM
O.o.. W0o~
Bear Bear N Daddii ><"
*Bleh*
itS my Spece!! <> XD
Full View Of DAR ><" <>
DAR big BREST =x....
poor DAR !! haha... <>
Muhahaha~~
Dar time Pass Fast 1month ler..
Hope Can Be 4ever wor!!
><"
very soon ur bd cuming ler!!
humm~~
that would be 38days if im nt wrong!!
dun nw lah!!
counting fail!!
DAR Love YoU loTS
no onE can REPLACE u!!
no one!!
9:14 AM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
haiz~
y must this happen to mi??
y lei??
wat i did???
did i do wrong things??
hack care la!!
is my wrong!!
i HATE myself~
i HATE to be here!!
5:46 AM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
wah~
time pass!!
22 june cuming ler~
22 june is 1month ler!
but hw cum mani things jus pop out out of no where lei???
haiz~
i dun knw y!
i cant understand myself!!
im to toopit~
TOOPIT JUN!!
but no matter hw i still LOVE YOU!!
haiz~
7:56 AM
Monday, June 18, 2007
my heart had a hole!!
its nt fully recover!!
n nw its hurt again!
i dun knw wat can i do to heal this wound!!
few years??
i will never knw~
i took this prom up to myelsef!!
i dun wan to knw that much!
wat can i do nw??
all i can do is cry n cry ~
wats the point of mi crying??
i cry cause im hurt!
hurt deeply!!
9:54 AM
y am i thinking rubbish again????
think keep cuming into my mind!!
things i dun wan to think T.T~
can all this things jus go away???
my mind is in a mess!!
i dun knw wat to do!!
i dun wan to be a TOY!!!
i dun wan to be a SUB!!!!
i jus wan love n care from U!!
Wat The Hell R u Tinking???
i oso dun knw!!
time will cum!!
soon or late !!
jun may nt be Perfect!!
jun may nt be Pretty!!
jun may nt be Sweet!!
jun may nt be Kind!!
all JUN wan is :
LOVE
JOY
PEACE
HAPPI
NO WORRIES
jun DUN wan:
SAD
CRY
LONELY
5:46 AM
wats going to happen next??wats going on in mi??wats really love??love mean wat??=(..to love a person or a person love u more??=(~ time pass!! never knw wat will happen next...really wish that i did nt nt all this things!!i dun wish to have a bad feeling!!feeling that i oso dun knw~sadness in mi..keeping it to myself~~dun wish to make anyone to worried!!i jus wan to love YOU!!hope u knw the YOU is who....
4:47 AM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
If i were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's okay.
Would you stand by me, let me hold u tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If i feel good, would you slow dance with mi,
And touch my lips with tender lovinf care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there..
If I will wait, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be there,
to kiss my pain away..
Would you be there?
For me...
7:25 PM
haiz ~
sad things cum once again!
am i silly or mad?
mani things came up to my mind!!
things mi myself cant slove!!
~ y i like him so much??
~ y i miss him??
~y am i so worried about him??
~y i cry in the nite??
~Y???
all things came over my mind..
jus dun wan to knw wat will happen next..
i saw his post on friendster T.T...
more things came to mi!!
y i see the post i cry???
i dun wish to cry!!
i dun wan to cry!!
thinking of the post my heart broke!
hw mani time i cry infront of him??
jun is no longer her!! she lost the soule she use to have..
i really love him!!
i really like him!!
i dun dare to belive in ur promies!!
the more i think the more sad i go!!
12.17am.. typeing n crying..!!
i really dun wan to lose YOU!!
no ppl can save mi accept myself~
